Everything sucks. Everything is fighting me! Words! Appointments cancelled! Physical illness! Ultra-rapid cycling! Feel like shit! Dog has been in fucking heat for two weeks and can’t understand that I don’t have what she wants! Stuck in this stupid RV park with a bunch of stuck up assholes (except for one or two, who have real jobs and I don’t)! Waiting for things to happen and nothing is happening! Brain rebelling! Body rebelling!